All right bare with me. I have had a lot I was keeping inside. So this first post is going to be all over the place.
Ok let me start with work. In the past few months they have moved me all over the store. It started with me in paint. I ended up in paint because the department supervisor before me decided to sleep with one of his associates. So he had to be moved to another store. I was doing all right in paint. Then I went to garden I ended up there because the inside garden department supervisor was an asshole. He talked down to people and treated them like shit. So a group of people got together and had him fired. I didn’t want to be there at all. Next I end up in electrical because the company it’s self made some changes and the guy who use to run it now works on nights as a department supervisor. Now I am in charge of outs but when I was in electrical our store manager was giving me shit. He wanted to know why I wasn’t grounded in my department at all. For one electrical is the hardest one to get down. I mean if you mess up you can burn down someone house. He kept going on about I know what I’m doing I just don’t want to do it. I was getting pissed off at him and was wanting to hit him. For right now he has backed off and is leaving me alone. Not so sure how long that will last.
All right here is the next thing. I live with my ex. I hate it but it works at the same time. My son is happy I don’t have to wake up so early any more to get to work on time. It’s just at times my ex gets on my nerves. I have to remind him he is 30 and our son is 3. He is a slob. Which the funny part to that is that he is a germ a phobe. Yet you can’t see the floor to his room it is covered in dirty cloths. He has chips on the floor that he has left in his room our son gets into and dumps. Then he gets mad because there is food on the floor. That is ok though. Yet he will put clean dishes back into the sink because he things he sees some thing on it. All he ever does is rough house with our son. He won’t just sit down and play with him. He fights with our son. Some days I cant’ take it and I yell at him.
Next on my list is one of my friends who I actually met through my ex. On my face he leaves me the following message : So, was wondering if you would be interested in a casual encounter? We’re both single, and im just looking for someone to have fun with thats also a friend. Hope you don’t take offense to this. I so wanted to hit him. Why in the hell would you ever send a message like that. I mean I have never once shown any interest in him besides being his friend. I was so pissed I didn’t even answer. It took him awhile before he would come back to the house. Which made me happy. He actually talked to me the last time he was here. He wanted to know if I would be playing games with them I said no I have no interest in playing. That was his once chance. He pulls some thing like that again I will never speak to him again.
Now on to my friend Amber. I love Amber to death. She moved away a year ago. She just lives up in Northern Cali. I had planned on going to see her but not so sure I want to now. She ended up getting involved with this guy Eric who she had know for awhile now. They started talking about him moving up north and she would take care of him. Well he has and she is. I don’t want to know how they both started talking about this because I want no part of it. They want me to join them in bed. For one not attracted to him on the other hand I only like kissing girls that’s it. I also don’t get how she thinks. Before they became a couple and were not seeing any one else he was seeing two other girls. They were lesbians that let him into bed with them. Amber couldn’t stand them. So when she was trying to talk me into joining them she told me she loves me and wouldn’t mind sharing Eric with me. I don’t understand that at all. I have never been in-love but I would think if you love someone you wouldn’t want to share them with any one. I know she really really cares about Eric so I don’t understand why she would share him with any one.
This is all I’m going to do for now I’m tired. I haven’t slept well in I don’t know how many weeks.